I miss you so so much. My heart breaks.
I drive by your house sometimes in hopes of seeing you and then I hope I don't because I don't want to confuse you.
I just want to lay my eyes on you.
I just want to see your smiling eyes and mouth.
I want to hold your little hand in mine.
I want to hear what you have to say.
I want to watch you play make believe and be a part of your made up stories.
I loved to listen to you talk.
I still remember when you first learned how to read and you read to me to show me how you knew how.
I was so very proud of you.
I remember so many things about you.
I remember the moment you were born.
I was there the moment you came into the world.
You were the most beautiful little baby in the world.
I have been sick again Lili.
I was rushed to the emergency room for seizures.
I am better now. They changed my medicine because the old medicine was eating my bone marrow.
I was very ill for a very long time.
I feel so much better now.
I wish I could share this new energy with you.
I know I will soon.
I pray for this every day....and God has answered ALL of my prayers, so I know this one will be answered also.
I will always be here for you.
When you get older and want to live with me I will have a room for you.
I love you and miss you with all my being
your Nana
