Dear Grandchild

October 5 2008
Dear Grand-daughter
I had a dream about you the other night. I woke up sobbing.
I cried so much before I woke up that my eyes were swollen the next day.
Honey I cannot even call you to ask how you are doing.
Why?
Well the family you come from really hate your mother. They hate her because she chose to leave your daddy. Maybe when you get older we will be able to get to the bottom of what really happened.
All I know is that they also hate the woman your father married. And they would not allow her to have anything to do with you either.
In a way I am glad because I worried about you being with the two of them.
Your Daddy had a big problem with drugs, that is one reason why your mother left…I don’t know if you will understand this.
But then you won't really know till you are a lot older.
I love you my kouchouny